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[06 Nov 2009|08:47pm] |
Aleister...thank you for inviting to me to the dance! I had so much fun! I don't think I've danced to much before. I... thank you so much!
Halloween was lovely. I...I don't remmeber what I did last year but I am certain I will remember this year. Oh Victoria! You looked wonderful and you made a darling ghost! I don't think I ever thought to say that. Ghosts aren't um...really that cute are they?
Ah! Oh my...um Aleister when did you want me to come over to help Viskol?
I should really clean this kitchen some how and work on my homework. I don't recall when I've had so much energy before either. It must be the coffee I had earlier. I should not...drink so much coffee.
Oh! Right. Homework. I am going to go do that right now.
( private; jack )
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[19 Sep 2009|02:22pm] |
This has been the more difficult than I thought. I have to wake up earlier in the morning to make sure I can get ready for classes. Cooking is much harder with one arm and... I've never broken my arm before. For as clumsey as I can be at times I've never broken a bone before. I can't even put on my corset properly. I'm too afraid to ask my roommates for help. It'd be imporper. It doesn't fit well anyway. I'm worried I'm losing weight because I am having trouble cooking.
Maybe I should ask for help... I don't know what to do right now. I think I got the cast wet when I took a shower this morning. I should probably go back to the hospital to speak with them about it.
Oh, um. I'll do the dishes when I get back. I promise! I am just going to take a walk.
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[09 Sep 2009|05:54pm] |
I'm...really sorry. Supervisor? Aleister? I didn't mean to run off. I was worried and...I never would have forgiven myself if I hadn't tried. It was a stupid idea to run off in the first place.
It's really hard to type with my left hand. I think I have tried to write this entry at least three times. I... I feel so stupid. I knew it was dangerous. I knew he would probably attack me. He was going to kill me. I could have died and I... Maybe I should have. I failed those girls.
I should be getting back to class tomorrow. I don't know how I am going to take notes yet. I can barely hold a pencil in my hand right now, and my right is in a cast.
I can't seem to calm down from it. He's... he was at least my...
I think I want to make some tea. Um...Golbez? Paprika? If something breaks just.. don't worry about it. I'll clean it up. That would be just my luck. Why am I so unlucky?
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[28 Aug 2009|05:23pm] |
Jack... if you ever want to talk again. I... I'm always here.
School has been interesting thus far though... Miss Gray is gone now too. I hope it wasn't my fault. Miss Taylor leaving and now... maybe it's just conincidence. The nursing department, however, is wonderful! I think I am going to do better this year than the last though next time... I'll register for classes early. I should have checked my grades earlier. I had thought I had failed and I... Oh dear...
Victoria are you busy? I was wondering if you'd like to go with me to get some tea? And something for the girls...I wonder what they like? I should have asked. Anyway, there's a shop in town that I haven't visited in quite some time and I think you'd enjoy it!
Maybe I should see if Aleister'd like to go too...in the future.
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[18 Aug 2009|09:24am] |
Thank you again, Miss Gray, for your assistance earlier. I...I'm terribly sorry to hear that Miss Taylor has left. She really helped me through so much of my studies that I never really...got to thank her properly. Perhaps if I write a letter to her... I can find a way for her to get it! That would be wonderful, actually.
And changing quads wasn't so bad. Jamie, Death, Rimmer...the pleasure was all mine. I am certain I will see you all again as well! I think it would be lovely if we went for tea, Death. I...I would like that quite a bit.
Ah. Golbez? Paprika? It is a pleasure to meet you. I look forward to sharing a quad with you.
I must say it wasn't too difficult to move in. Though it was mostly personal items that needed to be moved quickly. I don't think I've ever been able to fit all of my clothing in my chest before. Perhaps it is luck? No... but it was easy to transport! I..I think at least. I can't recall how exactly I managed to get it here. But it's here. That's what matters.
Oh! Aleister, Victoria, where are you staying now?
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[26 Jul 2009|06:12pm] |
( Private; Hackable )
Perhaps she is right...I should lay down. I'm afraid I'm not thinking clearly since the other night. I do believe I am going to make myself some tea before I do this. It sounds like a lovely option and I have a new tea pot! I found some money under my bed in my room.
Things ...do seem rather off today to begin with.
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[23 Jul 2009|08:48pm] |
The screen is blurry... and I still need to go to the store. I broke my teapot earlier and I can't piece it back together. My finger... oh right it's still bleeding.
I should go to the store. It's open late, right? I think I need to get some food as well. Maybe I'll check the fridge before I go. Rimmer, Jamie, Death? Did you need anything while I am out?
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[15 Jul 2009|11:47am] |
( Private; )
Victoria, tea was lovely last night. Though I didn't mean to delve into your private life...but it still stands! I'm... I'm just glad you're all right. I promise there won't be a...there won't be a next time like that.
Aleister how are you feeling? Did...did you sleep? I can't remember.
If anyone still needs assistance I'll be in the clinic. I...am still learning but my teacher will be there to help me. She says if anyone is still in pain or their wounds need tending to please come here.
I should brew some more tea... it sounds lovely.
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[09 Jul 2009|10:06pm] |
Help. We need help. This man is... he's going to kill us. Rearrange our face or so he's said.
Hurry to the training centre. I don't have much time before he finds me. We still need to get that key from him.
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[08 Jul 2009|08:44pm] |
[The computer had been turned on earlier, and in her hurry she accicently activates the voice posting system while doing he research.]
Some supplies... we couldn't get our shipment? I can't tell. I can't find Miss Taylor.
[She moves away from the computer]
I just need a little bit of time...[It sounds like she's breathing heavily, and the sounds of rummaging through something] Let's see. Guaze? Yes we...we might need that. Bandaids, hydrogen peroxide, needles, thread... advil? Pain killers mig-might be good.
Hey can you help me man! Can you help me out?
Huh--? [There's a clatter on the ground as she dropped something, moving closer towards the computer.] He-hello?
I'm over here!
[There's the sound of foot steps as she hurries to gather a few things. Papers flutter before she gasps some.]
They're everywhere!
[There's a very distince noise that sounds like the wind moving.]
Hello, beautiful.
[Miranda screams, before there is the sound of some medical equipment being blow up and then the communicator shuts off abuptly.]
[ooc: For clarification Miranda was attacked by a Houdini Splicer in the school's clinic. I totally forgot to add this earlier.]
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[18 Jun 2009|07:18pm] |
I understand the idea of a... "hot topic" but this store didn't seem to understand the meaning behind the words. When I asked the woman at... Gap why would you name a store gap? she told me I could find a new corset for a relatively cheap price there. I've never seen corsets look so... so... they weren't meant for normal wear in the least! It was rather im-improper. Though then again, I suppose my Exorcist uniform is rather improper. And all of them were more like waist cinctures rather than a corset. I don't believe I'll ever understand the fashion. That woman had some many rings in her skin! And wearing her corset over her we-wears.. is that common? I wonder if I am behind. I must be. Perhaps I should make an effort to.. fit in more?
I wonder if I should return home and travel to Munich or Stuttgart as I hear there is a high quality corsetière in both towns. Though returning to Tann might be nice even if it is to find if Frau Cutting is still in town.
Aleister... how are you feeling?
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[02 Jun 2009|06:18pm] |
My corset is too large for my waist... I-I wonder why this happened. This means I need to attempt to readjust it myself again. Or...or well buy a new one but my savings are a bit tight this month. I'll have to see about getting another job. I've been doing a lot of the work for that elderly couple voluntary.
Maybe I'll browse for a new corset. Is there even someone in this town that is a corsetière? I'll have to ask around.
I...should still check my grades. I'm still nervous to check them but I really need to sign up for classes.
Later. I-I'll check them later.
After all today has been filled with things going wrong. My corset not fitting, the lock to my trunk is broken, my dress tore in the door as I fell. I better find my sewing kit.
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[21 May 2009|06:05pm] |
I'm too nervous to check my grades... I'm terrified to check them. I've also forgotten that they may be up. I suppose my mind has been on... on other things. I hope I did well... Miss Scully I must thank you again for your help. I cannot thank you enough for your help but I'm not s-sure if I did well or not.
I think I'll go for a walk. It might calm my nerves a bit. It might... it might help me feel better.
I should t-train too but... I am uncertain if I should go to the training center. Maybe I should check it out. Or go to the g-gym... I like the gym idea. Perhaps I should see if I have an outfit for the gym.
Hmn.
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[04 May 2009|07:00pm] |
So many terms. So many medical terms I need to memorize before my exam next week. It's possibly too much. Did we really learn all of this?! I should check my notes.
My notes? Where are my...where did I put....
Oh...Oh God. OH NO!
I'M GOING TO FAIL.
I have to find those notes! I must have left them in the library. In that book on the table that Lavi must have already put back by now. I can't believe I forgot to take it with me! I should go back.
I must go back! I'll pray. I'll pray that it's still there when I get back. I should run.
I need to study those notes if I'm going to pass!
I knew I was going to fail... I was bound to fail.
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[21 Apr 2009|04:45pm] |
M-M-M-Mr. Lockon! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it! I wasn't sure - I didn't know that you had given me live ammunition! Oh God he was bleeding everywhere. Oh God what have I done?!
I'll. I'll make it up to you! I promise! I don't deserve to live. Shooting my teacher during a private lesson what if it was fatal!? What if I killed him... I shouldn't take any more lessons after this. I really am useless...
I should just focus more on being a nurse.
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[12 Apr 2009|10:09pm] |
I-I never thought I'd be late to mass. I missed the bus and tried to run as fast as I could. I still don't understand this route system... I should find that map I misplaced. Upon arriving the heel of my boot broke they were getting old but I tripped and nearly fell into the door.
The children knocked me over into the mud I tore my dress in my attempt to stand up.
I..I lost my gloves. I burned lunch and dinner...I forgot to eat breakfast.
Today is not my day... I can't do anything right. I'll just lock myself in my room as I don't deserve to move. I just won't eat.
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[26 Mar 2009|03:28pm] |
( Private ; hackable )
Translating this flyer from German to English has been a bit difficult. I don't recognize some of the words being used at all. I mean I found a dictionary but I just... well I wonder when the language changed. The elderly couple from the shop laugh at me for using old words. Maybe I am wrong? I must be. It makes sense once I find the word. I wonder if I should take the language as a class to see what I am missing? Being fluent doesn't seem to be enough... They laughed at me the other day... I suppose word meanings changed too? I should look this up.
Though the woman said she thought it was cute that "someone so young" speaks the old tongue? I'm not sure what else to think about that... cute?
I have a written exam soon and an essay to write. I should study more. I'm going to fail! I can't write a seven page essay in a week. All of that research is going to waste!
I'm such a failure...what if I don't make it through this?
I'll stay up all night to finish this! I have to... I just have to do my best. Lavi? How late is the... library open until? I believe I am going to stay as late as possible to try and get this done!
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[19 Mar 2009|08:34pm] |
I don't recall ever getting to my bed but... I woke up in it not too long ago. So it's over? I'm so glad... How cruel can someone be to lock them away with little reason? I felt so useless in there. I couldn't sleep. I wanted to jus- but I didn't.
Allen? Allen how are you feeling? Are you hungry? You must be hungry. Did you wish to go out sometime?
( Private; Arystar )
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[03 Mar 2009|08:53pm] |
[[She curled up on her cot, arms wrapped tight around her legs as she thought about what that man had said to her. Their mission was to prevent the fall of man kind...God choose them to save the world - in a sense - even if in the end it may fall on the shoulders of one man. The Clan of Noah was the enemy... her comrades weren't demons. They couldn't be, after all, as everyone was so kind, even Kanda who is naturally a cold person but that could be just personality after all.
Right?
They judge those who need it not. If God had a different plan in mind...she was certain the Millennium Earl would not be involved in a ploy to trick the minds of the innocent. She hugged her legs tighter, trying to hide her face into her knees as she thought about it now. Had she not been under pressure to talk, Miranda was sure she'd be able to explain their mission better.]]
"...What now?" [[She said out loud, glancing up towards the ceiling. Of all the things to say... Allen was no demon. He was so kind why would anyone think of him in that light? The incident he mentioned was solitary. Allen...she should talk to him.
And Arystar. Arystar was never a demon. His aggression, his fury was never towards his friends - couldn't they see that? He is kind, she thought, gentle and a good man. Even with his roommate taking him to that house of sin... he was very noble.
Miranda couldn't stand the fact that this inquisition was so quick to judge. Wasn't it God's place to judge?]]
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